1. |
Weight Of Regret
03:00
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I start to feel regret from my past,
and all the pain that it brings
A mistake I can never change
a missed phone call that I let ring
a cry for help by our mother
she couldn’t save you from yourself
a phone call that she made
a voicemail she left crying
Cold sweats in the night
how can I make this right?
every day you’re dying
I’m dying with you
I dread the day
Your death comes true
The needle heals your fucking pain
I just wish that you’d refrain
Venom circulates the peace inside you,
but now we see you decay
The needle heals internal darkness,
but it takes you away
Tear drops filled with your dreams
thats all of you that remains
I should have came but I was tired
The families weight left on my shoulders
Just 19 what could I do
but as you die, i’m dying with you
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2. |
Karma's Debt
01:13
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Wanna feel power because you’re weak
Cause you’re fucking weak
Take a persons life as a game
The one to fucking choke
A self proclaimed prophet
Leading the blind to hate
make a accusation
that’s untrue
Just for the game
but we see through you
A wolf dressed as a sheep
who’s the real victim
Serendaeing those asleep
Your past catches up
Demons of your past slowly catch up
Your wicked tongue starts to bleed
Karma has found its fucking victim
now you die on your knees
(Additional vocals by Jaffy)
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3. |
Bitter//Sweet
03:49
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A bitter taste of love
that was so sweet
now hate starts to fester
This confession of my pain
Doesn’t make me any lesser
Temptation of others
Promises start to break
I love another,
but Im too afraid to speak
what was once my oasis
has become my cage
Fell into your trap
couldn’t get away
Accountability never taken
your actions hold no weight
you took advantage me
then left with a clean slate
How can I love
when my innocence was taken
something died inside
trapped in a cycle of apologies
But I know its a lie
Come home to what once felt safe,
and now Its far from the case
A life I built away from the abuse
Something I was so proud of
After watching this cycle all my life
made me think everything was alright
Ignorant fool desperate for affection
just looking for acceptance
A lifetime of starvation
now filled with self hatred
You harden or become a victim
Rise from the ashes of pain
Break the ties put on me
shattering your chains
A fire comes to burn away
All the hate and memories
Burn away the pain
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4. |
Identity Theft
02:36
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Step into my world you won’t make it out
You want to be kind but you don’t know how
Desperately trying to avoid the hate
you’re in the real world now theirs no escape
Only fifteen percent ever make it out
The rest live in cycles and dream
Appropriation of the working fucking poor
To have a image of what you never were
Image of struggle and true pain
You now use it for your brand
I never had a dime and holes in my shoes
My mom served tables and probably served you
Enter this world and doomed from the start
Not a second old and I have a broken heart
Promised the world and the American Dream
But I step in the world and it’s not what it seems
Its not what it seems
Its not what it seems
Struggle struggle just to get a degree
Try to apply it but theirs nothing for me
Meanwhile while I struggle to get by
I have to see the rich stealing what’s mine
You’re claiming a story but no fucking pain
never had to go without
Came into this world with fucking nothing
I’ll leave the same way
Trying to make rent and
But Im questioning how
step out to take whats mine
The poor man takes the rich mans dime
now look into my eyes when you scream
time die a lead fucking dream
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5. |
Divine Game
03:38
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They say god, doesn't play dice
even the divine share a mortal vice
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Lead Dream Santa Cruz, California
Vocals - Malachi
Guitar - Mike Durt
Drums- Ben Eissmann
Bass - Jarrett Chen
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